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Saturday, January 8, 2011 . 1/08/2011 12:21:00 AM

I fell in love with someone who'll probably never return those feelings.

It's that simple.

Why can't I let go then?

It's just not that simple.

Why is he being so friendly? It just makes me fall for him harder each time. But then again, I don't want him to stop. It's my only way of getting connected to him. I'll just feel a devastating sense of loss if he does that.

I'm so afraid that I'm obsessed. That I'm blinded. That I can't see between the lines of reality and fantasy. Does love make you fear that much?

I can't stop. These feelings are just... overflowing.

But I won't act on it. If I do, I'm afraid of rejection. I'm afraid of being heartbroken. I'm afraid that these dreams would stop. And I'm afraid I'll lost such a good friend because of my selfishness.

There's so many cons to it. I'd rather painfully watch him and pine for him than go for him.


I'm just not right.

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