Sunday, November 7, 2010 . 11/07/2010 12:52:00 AM

It's been a while since I've had a nightmare, but never have I had a nightmare this gruesome. 

I was just standing right outside my house, witnessing throngs and throngs of people lining up and jumping down the building. And below, smashed bodies formed a river of blood and flesh. I felt like the line wouldn't end until I woke up. And there, I couldn't sleep anymore. 

I have no idea what could trigger this. I absolutely abhor horror movies and wouldn't even go near a TV showing it. I could be all the TV dramas and movies showing suicides by jumping off buildings. 

It could also be the trauma of the incident when Mum sat herself on the window sill, during a relapse of her mind, many years ago. I could never forget that. 

But even then, this is a dream I don't think I'll ever forget too. It's just too... much for me.

Before this, the worst nightmare I ever had was a tiger who could change into a human chasing me around my primary school. And that's during, and I'm sure you can guess it, my early primary school days. 

I have to try my best to sleep tonight.

Nights to all!