Monday, November 8, 2010 . 11/08/2010 07:44:00 PM
How do you feel when you're being laughed at
For something you wished they didn't?
How do you feel when you're being laughed at
And you're hurting inside?
I made a stupid mistake. I made a mistake of telling the wrong people certain things. Maybe that's why subconsciously, they're the last people I told this to. Because I just felt this would happen. Now I'm just disappointed in myself for not trusting my gut. But then again, my 'gut' feelings are quite terrible. I'm not sure whether I'll trust anymore. Either way, I'll hurt myself.
Thing is, I hate myself for surrounding myself with people who are better than me. People who are smarter than me, prettier than me, more outgoing than me, richer than me, and so on. And to emphasize on the previous descriptions.
I'm stupid.
I'm ugly.
I'm an introvert.
And I AM POOR.
Just how many people can understand what I go through? Seriously?
And that is a commonly-abused phrase.