Sunday, September 26, 2010 . 9/26/2010 11:02:00 AM

When you come from a broken family, family dramas will happen.

My mum has a lot of animosity with all my grandparents, except Grand-dad, her stepfather, who lives in the country above. Yes, even her own mother.

So she definitely hates it when I visit my grandparents. She'll contradict herself first. She'd say, "Go visit your grandparents. I don't want to think I'm a bad person and don't allow you kids to go see them."

And when the visiting's done, she'll be a bitch and start criticising them, and scolding me for no reason.

Hey, I'm just doing my job as a granddaughter. My stupid brothers are refusing to do so, and my cousins live on the other end of the country, so I'm trying to lessen my grandparents loneliness by talking to them. It doesn't help that they're both ill.

Just last night, they gave us some bread. No one wanted to eat them this morning, except me. So Mum scolded me for bringing them home and all.

Think it's easy rejecting my grandparents? Think it's easy to explain why my brothers aren't coming over? Think it's easy living with a mum who hates them?

There's so much pressure there. Tonight, I'm not gonna go home. I mean it.