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Sunday, September 12, 2010 . 9/12/2010 01:56:00 AM

Today really isn't a good day. 

All the time that I was out, I was surrounded by happy families.

Specifically, fathers attending to daughters. Mothers looking on. 

I teared up a little seeing these kind of things, since I can't remember that experience. And probably will never experience anyway.

But since I was in public, in the train, and these are people that I don't know, so no, crying wasn't an option. 

And gosh... the studying. I'm feeling so suffocated by it. And literally, I'm finding it hard to breathe. Had to do those breathing exercise to get my breath back.

Panic attacks are scary. 

And what is the significance of tightening feeling of the cheeks? Especially in the cheekbone area. It's a rather recent problem and extremely uncomfortable. I hope it's not another allergy. I have too many allergies to count already.

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