Sunday, September 12, 2010 . 9/12/2010 02:13:00 PM

This really isn't the most painful exam studying experience at all. Yet, there is a big lump of fear in me. Of failure. Yes, failure. It's the human fear of failure. Well, usually I'm not so afraid of it. But I can't afford to fail. And that last sentence is said in a literal sense. 

Mum's CPF is depleting, with two poly-going kids. Dad's CPF is pathetic. And I definitely don't have enough to go about. Last resort, I'll probably have to dig into my savings accounts to pay for school fees. Those money which I've saved, money which I've gotten from years of academic and participative achievements and money which I've gotten from years of Chinese New Year. 

Sighs... I hate talking about money. It's like the root of all evils and headaches. 

And because of a recent incident, I shall emphasize a point of mine here. Guys with money are not attractive to me. Personalities matters more. So I get pretty irked out when guys pursue girls with expensive gifts, and the girl totally gets awkward. And get this. Majority of girls don't like or want this experience at all.