Friday, September 10, 2010 . 9/10/2010 03:35:00 AM

Just had another heart-to-heart talk with one of my best guy friends. Well, this friend of mine apparently has a lot of good girl friends.

Did my life change for the better? That's what I just realised. 

I used to be such a pessimist. I mean, I still am, but not to the extent of before. 

I used to have terrible mood swings. Now, it happens... I can't remember the last time that happens. Haha.

I used to be able to mope for days and days in depression, now my limit is just one day, and I'll be like, "Heck lah!" or, if I permit myself to, "Fuck lah!" And have a brighter next day. 

I used to not be able to talk to guys properly. This friend just told me how sian he felt talking to me, as though he was talking to a wall, and he was talking too much. Today, when I met him [and some of our friends], I'm talking with the flow of a never-ending river. He said I have improvement. Haha. And I managed to get many many of my past flaws out. Glad that I've changed somewhat for the better. 

Well, he's one of those friends whom I have great respect for. He's honest (well, I am too) and somewhat super direct in his words. That's when you get the truth in his eyes. And he really has solid advice which I take seriously most of the time. 

Well, he may be the joker of the group, but I think he really is the most mature out of the four of us. We should call you Big Brother! Well, you're already the head prefect though. Haha.