Saturday, September 18, 2010 . 9/18/2010 11:50:00 PM

I am so freaking tired. So freaking tired the headache's quite unbearable.

The only reason why I'm not sleeping is because my stomach has food that refuse to digest. And I know if I sleep like that, it'll be a painful experience to sleep anyway. Well, there's another reason...

Anyway, I just feel a need to write. There's no reason for this entry. I'm just typing without an aim, without a theme, without any logic.

These few days, I've been thinking of taking up another tuition job. Well, I'll have to find a student first. Well, thinking of teaching English, 'cause that's something that will not really change. I need the money. My father's MIA in some part of China, and my allowances isn't coming in, and my current tuition job is paying peanuts. 

But it feels so tiring. Studying, working, housework... But when I think of money, I just have to do it. No wonder I get sick so many times this year. No choice though. That's the consequences of having an extremely irresponsible father. And being poor. 

Oh wells~ That's life. 

I really can't complain when everyone else in my family is trying to earn their own money too.