Saturday, July 3, 2010 . 7/03/2010 04:36:00 AM
I'm totally in heavy downpour mood. No thunder. No lightning. Just lot of dark clouds and rain.It all indicates disappointment and, well, I don't say sadness, but it's not happy.
I had a bad week. Well, I didn't look like I had a bad mood either, but it was a bad week for me.
Dealt with terrible test results while surrounding classmates were acing those same papers. Dealt with deadlines that happened to be postponed. Dealt with people I'd rather not deal with. Dealt with a little boy I haven't seen in ages and still has the power to annoy me more than my brothers together. Dealt with not having enough money. Haven't deal with the father who has to send said money to me soon. Dealt with angry thoughts to myself.
I'm really punishing myself. Yet, there's no way I can improve. I really don't get it. Don't get it. Don't get it.
I would have been slightly happier if not for my extremely desolate mood. Oh wells~ That's not important.