Saturday, June 12, 2010 . 6/12/2010 11:48:00 PM
I'm stubborn. That's a fact. But I'm not really that stubborn.
I hate it when things don't go my way. I don't complain about it.
I hate it more when I don't protest when I should.
I break my own heart for the sake of others' happiness.
Why am I doing that?
No one can understand. This is a world where everyone thinks for themselves, not for others.
There really is nothing for anyone who is so selfless.
Watching others achieve success and fame while you stuck in nowhere-land...
Watching others from afar, knowing someone else is wanted...
Watching others suffering, and giving way, despite the pain of it...
Is there any warmth out there?
I hate myself.