Wednesday, April 28, 2010 . 4/28/2010 08:34:00 AM
Blogger refused to cooperate with me last night, hence, even if I badly want to jot some of my thoughts down, it wasn't happening when my page won't even load.
Jealousy is an ugly little green monster... um, not exactly 'little' anyway, to me. Whoever never felt this emotion before must be God, since it's inevitable we'll meet someone that we'll envy in life.
I've always been quite a full of jealousy. It'll be of various matters such as academics, talents, friends, families, ownership of something, blahblahblah. It doesn't help that I'm such a pessimist that I always feel everybody is better than me.
Somehow, I just have to accept these facts, that people I'm jealous of has stuff that I don't. But sometimes, it's actually quite frustrating to listen to complaints of certain stuff that I shall not dwell into. What can I do? Tell them I'm jealous? They probably won't understand.