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Wednesday, March 3, 2010 . 3/03/2010 01:22:00 AM

Weird. I feel like deliberately failing my exams. 

What happened to the Vi who actually knows how to study? 

It's like, whatever I do, memorise, practise, there's no point. When I see the paper, nothing goes through. What's the point?

I remembered the time when I used to love to do homework (yes, you read correctly. I used to LOVE homework). Then, gradually, they became a chore to do. Later, it's gone altogether. 

My academic life, according to my parents, is like this:

Kindergarten: "Get 1st to 3rd in class, I'll get you a Barbie."

Primary school: "You better get all Band 1s. Get any band 2, it's two strokes of caning for each band 2."

Secondary school: "It's okay to get Bs. As long as you've done your best. Just stay in the top 10." 

Poly: "Just aim for pass. If repeat, just repeat lor." To friends, "She stress, I also stress."

It doesn't help that all my friends and parents' friends' sons and daughters are doing EXTREMELY well compared to me. 

Sighs... I'm already looking at anti-depressants. Too bad I can't get them over the counter.

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